This year my depression became so bad that my health deteriorated severely, I was unable to perform very basic tasks, I lived alone while studying my third year and was advised to move back home (200+ miles away) to receive support and to be in contact with my GP.
I have never had a disorder which has affected my life so much and as a result I am seeking help from my GP (waiting times are horrendous tbh) and I don't know where to start again with my studies.
If I return to my current university, I will have to repeat third year before I can progress to my fourth year. I do not know if I will survive another two years of living like that. I also do not know how to apply for additional support including financial support, especially because I have no official diagnosis and I do not know how long this will take.
Because I had to remove myself from study for my third year, I didn't get my final student loans payment of nearly £2k, which means I have no money for food or paying rent at home for the entire summer, if I were fit enough to get a job I would not have had to leave university in the first place. It also means I have absolutely no money for a deposit or savings for next year (I always save my final payment to live on at the start of the following year). So I don't even know if I could return to university as I won't be able to afford a deposit or rent or food (SFE payments always come after the course starts).
I also don't know if Student Finance will fund me for another two years, as I only had one year of funding left to be paid before all of this happened. My social anxiety means that I can't make any sort of phone calls without being extremely likely to suffer from panic attacks (can't even order food over the phone) and SFE don't have a contact email or any reliable way to inform them of any of this that isn't via a phone.
The best outcome I can see is if I am allowed to transfer to a university that is in my home city, so I can live at home, pay rent to my parents while receiving support, be within walking distance of my GP.
Essentially I'm clueless and trying to figure this all out with severe depression when if I could absorb and take on new important information I wouldn't have had to drop my course. I'm over 20 so there is never going to be any outside support for me, I just need some advice from anyone who has gone through anything similar, where do I start, is there any way I can continue studying as outlined above, what am I supposed to be doing in regards to getting a diagnosis, etc? I just have no idea and trying to figure it out alone I am in the absolute worst condition for doing so.