Why are American guys so hot?Watch
They all are very masculine with big chins, jaws, neck muscles etc too.
'Merica is a cocktail of genetically differentiated humans (many racial backgrounds)
You're being a bit hard on yourself, I can understand why insecurity, self pity etc. is unattractive, but it does annoy me when girls have a go at you for acting this way then are allowed it do it themselves.