Hi all,
I'm 23, and have a BSc in Computer Science.
Brief background:
I attended and completed the course because it was a safe bet; I had studied Comp Sci at college, it was something that I was good at, I stood a good chance of finding employment after graduation (I actually started work a week before graduation day) and I quite simply didn't know what I actually wanted to do with my life. The worry of being a failure culminated in me doing a course that I didn't enjoy, and I feel stuck.
Going to University to do a course I wasn't really interested in was a BIG mistake. I made some good friends, but I essentially spent 3 years waiting for it to end.
Where I am now:
I've now been working full-time for 2 years. I can do my job quite easily, and I have no worries about job security, but I am not happy. The job is un-fulfilling, the subject (software development) itself does not interest me in the slightest, nor has it done for a long time (I considered quitting the course mid-way through my second year, but persevered through fear of failure - looking back, the amount of stress I went through was not worth it).
I've finally reached a point where I have the self-confidence and the 'real life' experience to know what it is I want to do. I'm tired of being upset at my current situation - I hate it and want to do something I will actually enjoy for once.
What I want to do:
I would like to go back to University to study Geology. It's a subject that I've been interested in for as long as I can remember (ask my parents, the rock/geode/fossil collection I gathered as a child, and the amount of books on volcanoes/earthquakes I had is laughable).
My problem is that I've already completed a degree, and so I'm now exempt from a traditional student loan. Damn! I'm also earning nowhere near enough to consider self-funding a degree, and I doubt I would be able to save up enough within the next 10 years.
I would be very happy to live abroad in order to study, but I have absolutely no idea where to look. I've spent hours searching for courses, but I feel like I'm getting nowhere fast.
Can anybody provide some insight as to how I might start moving towards my goal? Are there organisations set up specifically to cater towards 'mature' students returning to university?
Any help at all would be very much appreciated. At 23, this can't be it - there's got to be a way in which I can change my career path and rectify my past-mistakes.
Cheers,
Sam