So there's this girl, That I like, Alot. We've hung around for about 5 months. The first 2 months was great and she was hinting that she liked me alot but being a coward as I was, and not willing to make her feel like things we're going to fast, I resisted making a move. From there on it became more awkward and I started seeing her less and less, and now I only see her very rarely.
The sad thing is I've very deeply fallen for her, for these 3 months that I don't see her that often I've been depressed. I spend every minute of every hour thinking about her, I've messed up my life completely, my studies, sleep pattern, everything. I don't even want to meet or see anyone or do anything. Also, She's stopped coming on MSN on the premise that her internets broken. It's really killing me, I can't handle it. I'm doing Medicine aswell so I'm not studying at all and it's really going to hurt me in the long run, but I just can't do it. I don't care about my career or life only about her.
So she's pretty much not texting me and neither am I, Should I break the cycle and text her? Or should I wait till she texts? The last time I saw her she told me she hasn't talked to me in ages and it was great doing it, but yet, she hasn't contacted me in any way till now..