Okay so this is more of an online thing than anything but seeing as majority of my friends are online and I am on the internet at least 13 hours a day, this is very much real to me. So basically there is this guy that I Skype basically every day and we have known each other since February and I always thought we were just friends. I flirt with him and mess about sexually (sexting etc) but I never really took it seriously because I tend to do this with every guy I kinda like on the internet. I dont think he is aware of this and I know this makes me some kind of internet slut xD I think he thinks that WE are in a relationship..Anyway we had this conversation recently that he doesn't like labels and for there to be a good relationship between loved ones, you don't even have to say it out loud you just know that there is something there. For example he thinks that the longer it takes for people in relationship to say "I love you", the better because it means all this time they didn't even need to say it because they just felt it. He also showed me this long ass horoscope thing and when it came to the "true love" bit, it scarily described me... (location, personality, etc) So anyway, I have realized he gets really jealous whenever I talk about other guys and he just looks uncomfortable and wants to end the conversation so I always feel bad about mentioning other guys. Its just I talk to him like one of my best friends and that includes talking about guys. He always reminds me that nobody is like us and that we have something special. I once mentioned talking to some other guy and said something like "oh I talk to him like I talk to you" and he was like "you what" and looked really hurt then I had to cover up and lie "Well not like us..." and he was like "yeah I dont talk to anybody like i talk to you". Then i was like oh **** cause the way i talk to him is how i talk to a few other people because its just my personality.I want to really like him in a "more than friends" way because I can tell he does care about me and sometimes even changes his routine just to fit me because we have different time zones. He never makes me feel bad when I've done something wrong and whenever I feel upset, he will try his hardest to cheer me up. He's the type of person who I will come home and say "I've murdered someone" and he will try his hardest to make me feel better, not telling me once that what I did was wrong and stupid. He admits he kinda spoils me in that sense/example xD We have joked about previously about us being soul mates and stuff but I feel he has taken it a bit seriously than me. So there is another guy (Guy 2) that I do actually like and I have put Guy 1 and Guy 2 and My other friend (girl) in a skype call together. Guy 1 has told me how he doesnt like guy 2 at all and got offended by something he said even though i didnt find it offensive at all. So weeks later, when I tell him that I really like guy 2 and that i stalk him on all his social media etc etc, he says something along the lines of "not gonna lie that actually hurt me a lot" then goes on about a small needle in his chest. Thats when i realized what have i gotten myself into. Then i had to make him feel special again saying hes the one i tell everything to and the other guy doesnt even like me that way etc. Im also really scared of telling him that i only like him as a friend because he seems to openly like me more than that and probably expects i feel the same. I dont want to lose him but i cant force myself to like him more than a friend either. What should i do?