So before I was living with my mum for the longest time then when I was 15, my mum kicked me out and I went to stay with my dads. I left my dads house a couple a weeks ago because he gave me no freedom and no privacy and it was frustrating. He still gives me money though and asks how I am etc but I just needed space. Now that I have been living with my mum for 2 weeks, I remember why I left when she kicked me out. Even if I keep to myself, she will find anyway to create an argument even if you just dont say anything the entire time. She has so much personally rage and sadness and she just takes it out on anyone and everyone. She is also very ignorant and uneducated so her arguments and stuff dont even make sense. She also favours the wrong people and whenever you try to tell her stuff she will backlash. I've never been close with my mum, she basically neglected me and my brothers when we were little. Anyway my brother lives with my dad and my brother has already thrown away all my stuff and taken my room so I dont really have anywhere to go back to and it feels like hell staying here. I told my only close cousin and her mum doesnt think its a good idea for me to stay there (she doesnt know the whole situation or doesnt want to get involved). I dont know where to go. I cant handle not even being allowed to have friends and I cant handle having a stressful argument everyday.
I cant talk to either of them because they are both so ignorant and stubborn. I just want to go to a place and never come back. It really doesnt help that I have failed my AS exams so wont be going to unii asap either. I honestly dont know what to do.