Heartbroken

Hello. I just want to post this to get it off of my chest.
Last september i split up with my boyfriend of 2 years. It just wasnt working and in the few months leading up to our break up, we were arguing constantly and while he still made me happy, i wasnt as happy as i was before the arguements started. We tried not to argue but it didnt work! When we split up it was kinda a mutual decision although, looking back i was absolutely devestated although i tried my hardest to hide it. I deleted his phone number from my phone after a phone call to him a week after our break up confirmed my suspiscions that we werent going to get back together, he told me we werent. So i spent about 2 weeks crying every day. But during this time all my friends were really there for me, taking me out all the time to get my mind off it. And in time, my mind was off him. I went out all the time, met new guys and generally just had a laugh. Although 2 guys in a row fell for me only for me to break it off "because it didnt feel right and i wasnt ready for it" i used still loving my ex as an excuse although it wasnt really true. Anyway new years eve i went to a party and when i got there i see my ex and it really surprised me but i thought it was alright and i thought i could handle it. But obviously i must have looked a bit sad because everyone kept asking me if i was ok. A while into the party we had a massive chat where he said he missed me soo much and how he had felt when we had broke up. We were both pretty drunk and he told me he wanted us to get back together. I ended up staying round his and we slept together, i went to sleep feeling uneasy, as if i had done something wrong. In the morning he took me home and gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me he would call me. He didnt. I ended up txting him asking him how he felt about it all and he said he doesnt want to get back with me, he still loves me but not in the same way, only as a friend. Even 2 months after this has happened i still miss him, love him and want to be back in his arms && back with him. I keep wanting to call him and tell him i want for us to try again but my friends tell me not to and to move on. I just want to get over him like i was before. Sorry this is really long but i just wanted to get this off my chest as it hurts a lot. xxx :frown:

Reply 1

pride99

Good luck with gettin over him

Reply 2

Sausage

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theres no easy way to break up with someone. But you have to remember hes your ex for a reason.. and that reason is why he doesnt want to get back either.

Theres a big wide world out there... his memory is holding you back. Go explore and be happy! Remember you dont always need a guy to be happy.

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