Guys im scurred yo.
I arrived to Aru late, and from the get go i felt left out and behind, everyone had made their friends.. I had financial issues and got a throat infection that took me out of commission for nearly 2 weeks.
I felt deflated, and as I fell behind i was too embarrassed to seek help. Spent the year wasting my time, and by the end of the course i had only passed 2/5 modules.
this was a current credit score of 45/120, i was a goner, so i did the resits and then passed two more modules, one of which i got 70% and 67% but capped at 40% (I am such a dummy) so now i have 90 credits out of 120
unfortunately the one module i missed was a 30 credit one, and i had failed the assignment part, no time to go out and do it.
i felt so dumb and i know i will work harder next year, its one of those ones it feels like putting in the work will hurt, but once you do it, its so easy.
i am soo scared, if they decided to kick me out, i believe i am allowed to appeal
how can i convince the board of approval to let me continue to the second year, and prove my self worth, and not become another statistic.
i feel so down right now, all the money my mum has spent to get me on my feet, plus i would owe back the grant/tuition, my rent alone was 5k
i am so angry at myself for choosing such a dumb path.
also if everything does go well, i had been advised to only do 3 modules and my resit for the second year, instead of having 4
so in the best case scenario, does this mean i have to do an extra module in the 3rd year, or has my chances of getting honors gone down the drain too?
if anyone else is facing the same fate let me know, hopefully we got this yo!