i'm a girl, & i dated my boy best friend for a while last year, but he broke up with me because he said it wasn't working & he liked someone else. we're still very close, probably closer than when we were going out. & we tell each other pretty much everything/hang out all the time, all of that stuff. (but we don't sleep together or anything, before anyone asks!)
the thing is. last week i went out to a gig with another friend, & we got quite drunk. then i went to my best friend's house. he told me yesterday that i was really mean to him & was telling him about what i thought of him breaking up with me/generally having a go at him etc. i honestly don't remember any of that. he also won't tell me what i said to him & that it doesn't matter. but i really want to know!
basically, i just feel really stupid that i don't remember, & that i even told him, because i didn't plan it. should i let it go? & do you think it's leftover feelings for him? (which i didn't think it was) or just because we never talked about it after we broke up?
sorry this is slightly complicated (& might sound a bit lame)..
but it's really bugging me!
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