Lucky to most of you on having a girl/boy friend, best friend to talk too.
Ive bin depressed for 3 years, some days I just feel really down, lack confidence and then some days I get really hyper and would do anything. I think my mates are sick of me, I do want to speak to them, but when I do they just say youll get over it, or just say we cant help you.
I cannot talk to them, family or anyone.
Talking is the best method, so thats why I chat to those who are on the internet who feel like I do. It helps.
And If anyone needs to talk about anything, talk to me.
It really bugs me, cos I know that my parents hate my guts sometimes, my mates are bored of me, ive tried so hard in my education and still got rejected from the University I really wanted to go to. Sometimes I just feel different, like Im crazy or summit, and I feel ugly and want to wear a mask and hide from the world. But right now, I just feel stressed cos of exams. For some stupid reason I hate summer, wheres the winter days gone, im missing them. Anyway sorry for blabbering on.