I feel like total crap and not sure why..

I just feel so down and fed up and like I want to give up.

Its a long story but I need to let it all out somewhere. Its been everything really, I while ago I decided I didnt want to live with my boyfriend and the other people I live with because i wasnt happy, anyway in the end we did all get a place together.

My birthday is tuesday, il be 20, and this person i live with birthday is wednesday, and they all arranged a surprise party for him, even my boyfriend is there, i was invited, anyway I got back from work tonight greeted with a banner of HAPPY BIRTHDAY *name* and it really really hurt me, and now im feeling all like, well, there not really my friends are they?
No one has or will do anythin for mine, cause there all going out with this person again in the weekk and now i dont want to live with them, and my mates from class go home at weekends so i cant even go there to get away, i cant go home cause I have labs on tuesday (well ive missed lessons since thursday because I just didnt want to leave the house and risk bumping it to my flat mates)

I love going to work tho. Anyway this is confusing, but im confused and not sure what to do or even what I want to hear really

Reply 1

Yoda

We can tell you're confused. I'm now also confused.

Go out clubbing/drinking.

Reply 2

shavenwookiee

You're probably feeling bored and maybe a bit unloved. University is very hard like that. I'm away from my girlfriend and it makes things worse. Often find myself feeling a bit like yourself.

Like Yoda says, best answer is to have a bit of fun! I personally drink beer and watch scrubs for that