So, i nearly missed my sixthfrom induction day because of my social anxiety. It started at like 1:15pm and i got there(was standing by the bust stop) at like 1:20ish but refused to go inside because i am a shy person and suffer from social anxiety.
I know its late at night, but i just can't sleep.
Prior to this, i was feeling confused as what to do with my life after not meeting my secondary's sixthfrom GCSE requirements(they are not lenient anymore) so, i only had/have the option of two places-sixthform to do A levels or College to do a health and social care BTEC.
The sixthfrom i got into is not such s good one compared to my secondary's sixthfrom and the dress code there is way to strict, they expect us to come in our Sunday best, like what is this? boys have to come in suits and girls inblack skirts and blazers. My sec's sixthfrom, which is an all girls school has no dress code, you are basically free with what you were at post sixteen excluding crop tops and revealing clothes.
My friends are at my secondarys school sixthform, so practicaly i am alone.
I just feel really depressed because officially sixthform starts tomorrow and i know no one there plus there are more boys and than girls there, like literally, when i got there(asembly hall) to sit down, it was like, boy, boy, boy ,boy,boy,boy,boy,boy,boy,girl,boy,girl,girl,boy boy boy,girl,girl,girl(the order of what i saw) and in my form class males are dominant, only like 6 girls in total.
Next week is my college induction so, i will see how that goes and then finally make my choice, either go to that sixthfrom or college.
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This is just a brief story of what today was like for me.
Any help/advice will be great.