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    Hi,

    I'm a 20 year old female, and I have previously struggled with self-harm and have had some severely depressive outbursts. These still can occur, and unfortunately my mood is either extremely happy or I am really low, there is never an inbetween. I have been to doctors before, and I received group therapy, but I left this as I did not feel it was helping me.

    I am jealous of other people. Recently, i have been obsessing over an ex boyfriend of 5 years ago and comparing myself and my current relationship to theirs. I even thought i saw them driving next to me in a car and I began to panic, in the end it was not them.

    I will cry and get very upset if I am left alobe or have little to occupy my mind and keep me busy. I sometimes want to write lots of letters to lots of people, and run away. But no one knows I am here. My friends are not really friends, friends do not exist. They are just people who walk in your life when it suits them and leave when whatever it is - school, college- is over.

    I am so sick of it. I wish I could just go. But then some days I love my life. I don't understand. I just don't get why it has to be me.
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    Hi,

    I'm a 20 year old female, and I have previously struggled with self-harm and have had some severely depressive outbursts. These still can occur, and unfortunately my mood is either extremely happy or I am really low, there is never an inbetween. I have been to doctors before, and I received group therapy, but I left this as I did not feel it was helping me.

    I am jealous of other people. Recently, i have been obsessing over an ex boyfriend of 5 years ago and comparing myself and my current relationship to theirs. I even thought i saw them driving next to me in a car and I began to panic, in the end it was not them.

    I will cry and get very upset if I am left alobe or have little to occupy my mind and keep me busy. I sometimes want to write lots of letters to lots of people, and run away. But no one knows I am here. My friends are not really friends, friends do not exist. They are just people who walk in your life when it suits them and leave when whatever it is - school, college- is over.

    I am so sick of it. I wish I could just go. But then some days I love my life. I don't understand. I just don't get why it has to be me.
    Have you seen a doctor? From your description of events it sounds like you're suffering from a mixture of anxiety and depression and possibly Bi-Polar disorder. Self diagnosis or diagnosis by anyone other than a professional is not to be taken as official or correct. Please check with your doctor, but make sure they don't put you on anything really dangerous, some of the stronger drugs can really take everything about you away, I've seen it happen to friends.
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    It does sound like there's something going on. Write a list of your symptoms and patterns of when they occur if you've noticed any and show your GP, or even what you've just written here. If they don't take you seriously try a different one, but hopefully they will and you can start to get some help with whatever it is.


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