Suicide

Actually so close to doing it. I think the only thing stopping me is that I know a certain few people would miss me and might not cope without me.

I tried phoning Samaritans, and the woman that answered said "Hello, can I help you?" when suddenly it dawned on me that no she couldn't, and this was just a waste of both of our time, and then I said as much and hung up.

There's no point in talking my problems through, as it's not going to resolve them, it's just the way I'm feeling, and that's not going to change.

There's a bag in my room containing a large amount of medication and a packet of sleeping pills. It's all I can think about. I won't do it, I'm sure, because of those few people. But the temptation is huge :frown: