We've been together 2 years, long distance for the last 18 months. At first it wasn't so bad as it was supposed to be short term. However it's getting so much harder recently. In my head I set a 'goal' of September to be when I moved nearer him but that's been and gone and I can't find any jobs in the same city as him. We see each other every 3 weeks for a weekend but when I leave I'm almost in tears, I I just feel really empty and lonely coming back to my house. I have little interest in making friends or more of a social life here because this isn't where I want to be. I keep myself busy, I do something every evening and try and keep in contact with old friends but I can't shake this feeling of emptiness.
Is this normal? I feel like I'm becoming obsessed with my boyfriend to the point where I'd rather see him than anyone else. Surely this isn't healthy. I'm worried that when I do eventually move I'll end up wanting to spend too much time with him.
Loughborough at number one