Betrayed

I've just found out that 2 and a half years ago my boyfriends kissed 3 other girls. One was his ex (while sober, who broke up with him), and one was a sort of friend of mine, and the other he didn't know, both of which while drunk. We were going through a really rough patch when this happened, and he said he was really scared that it was getting serious and that he was 18 at the time, so not very mature. We've been going out for 3 and a half years, and i love him so much, but since he has told me i feel really empty.

At the moment he's feeling bad because he's not feeling loved, so i'm comforting him all the time. I don't want to comfort him right now! I don't feel anything! I have a dance demo in two weeks but i've lost all passion to dance. My dance partner must be getting really annoyed that i don't want to practise at the moment. I don't know what to do. Are these feelings normal? I don't know why i'm posting this, i just need to get it out. As we share all the same friends, i don't really have anyone to talk to. Should i be over it, as it happened so long ago? I don't want to be the strong one right now, but he's making me be by always having to comfort him and tell him i'm not going to leave him. I don't want to leave him, i just want to stop feeling empty.

Reply 1

ßlαcksωαn

It was over 2 years ago!
Let it go love.

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