I feel like a failure. I am at a OK university studying law. In my first year because of severe mitigating circumstances, I achieved an average of 61%, with 58, 57, 40 and 81. My first year not being worth anything. In my second year I achieved 72, 70, 74 and 58 averaging 70%. This is worth 20 percent of my final degree. Whilst I am on course to get a first overall and have lots of work experience on my CV, I feel like a failure because of the scores not being perfect. Now forever on my academic transcript at university I will have to explain my imperfect grades. Now I am in my final year I can't escape the what if's. For example I could have gotten much higher in second year and obtained awards but instead only scraped it. All my friends have awards for highest module results. How do I overcome this feeling for my final year? It is making me doubt myself in everything that I do. Thank you for any advice.