I feel so sad, lonely, loss of energy and loss of appetite. Hearing my brother or my mum come into my room and speak to me puts me on the verge of tears because I just want to be alone I just feel like lying in my bed and not doing any work. Which is awful, I'm already falling behind and it takes everything out of me to complete my work.Some times I will procrastinate all the way till night time and stay up late completing work that should have been completed hours ago, I feel so out of control with school and work.
I have high expectations also, so I don't know what will become of me if I completely fail this year. If I carry on like this it will. I feel so lonely at the moment, most of my friends aren't my friends anymore, they have just drifted off from me and they spend their time going out with each other. I honestly have no one to speak to and makes me feel so sad.I feel crazy for being this sad, I don't want to go to the doctor because I don't want to go on any type of medication. I just want my life to get back to how it used to be.
Can anyone relate to this, please offer me your advice.
Loughborough at number one