I've never done one of these before FYI:
I have quite bad trust issues at the moment, feel like I can't open up to anyone, I've built my walls really high. Seeing a GP or anything like that isn't an option for me!! I have a lot of things going on at the moment, like my sister and her Bipolar. The last couple of weeks I've lot my appetite completely and I am a person who loves food. I don't know why I've stopped but it feels like when I eat I feel like it becomes the things I bottle up.
I have always opened up several times but they leave me in broken pieces so now I don't open up. Never been a person to open up to parents I never felt like I can, so please don't suggest that i should.
I am rather pleased as at work a few people have notice something not right with me and are asking me if I am ok but I am really scared that i am going to be broken again if I do.
Not sure what to do with the food situation really, just don't feel like eating. I did go through a point trying different stomach pains but that has gone now, just down in the dumps really. I do enjoy life I have to say but just down really. x
Loughborough at number one