A Levels are stressing me out! Watch
Education is ALL i have. I'm not good at anything else at all. NOTHING. Everyone in my family thinks that I'm so clever but once they see my results, they'll no how studpid I really am.
I'm going to end up being a dissappointment in life. I'm such a worthless human being. I have nothing to offer. I just want to do my parents proud so I don't endd up being a failure and a loser like evERY OTHER SIBLING THAT I HAVE!!
I don't know what to do anymore. I really jus want to die.
I know my problems are so trivial compared to the terrible events that are occuring across the world, but I can't help feeling like this.
No-one is worthless.
Don't you dare tell yourself that you're a failure.
Look to the future.
There's something waiting for us all.
hope it works out OK
i have now read your post
therefore now you are part of my life, my story
and i care about you
There are other OPTIONS!
If university is your dream and your fail A-levels 1st time round, you still have other options!
You shouldn't allow A-levels to bring you down this much, I get where you are coming from, I to have cried and felt so overwhelmed and worthless this year.
But you literally only have 1 life, you have a millions of chances to do something great in this 1 life, don't waste it feeling like this.
Smile, keep going
I would chat to your parents. Tell them how this is making you feel. They will reassure you. You will feel better.
The moment will pass.
I'm a pretty happy person, I've been blessed in some respects, I've had very tough times too.
I've cried myself to sleep before too.
However, you must fight on. You must keep perspective and stop these dark thoughts. It's just your own feeling of inadequacy that is exacerbating these demons.
Many a strong person has crumbled. A few of my friends who constantly joke and laugh, have self-harmed or have major, profound perceived inadequacies. It's fairly normal to feel down but you must deal with it, learn to manage failure as well as success.
That is a life skill, you don't learn that at school unfortunately. Only through trial and tribulation.
I know it feels like you're trapped on all sides, that any move you make will just end up with you suffering more and that it's never going to get better.
But it will.
You can't predict the future. I don't think you ever thought you would be in this position a year ago, at the brink of doing something terrible. So don't think you're worthless and it won't get better for you now. Because it can and it will!
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.