Everytime I go to that hell hole I think back to Year 6 when they told us how magical it will be and how friendly everyone is and all the rainbows and sunshines, what came to be over the well majority of My Secondary Life was the opposite balancing this and home life has been stressful as ****.
Basically I'm in Year 10 now and when joining Secondary was forced to make friends and get into a clique of my own fast, as I soon learnt is really a dog eat dog playgrpund with hirearchys. I also had to quickly blend in to just be left alone and hang out with my friends.
Also there is a loooot of stress you get Homework, GCSE, Parents Evening, Social Status is all just too much, I especially hate subjects like PE where I have been placed with the most athletic people in my year along with most of the average people and I hate doing PE at school, I love gym outside of it but doing team sports inside school its a nightmare especially when 99.9% of the time I'm forced to play football and put into goal and constantly let the ball in or either get it smashed into my face and I'm blamed throughout the whole thing. I also despise my PE teacher when I asked him if I can sit out I got a straight up No.
Next is Homework and Classwork and the whole walking between periods and getting detentions, and having to be refered to Senior Teachers because I can't keep up with the bloody work load and maths being daunting everytime I enter the department its like entering the lair of doom.
I also hate my peers not all of them a few who I've gotten really close to and understand where I'm comming from excluded, there just annoying, aggrevating and attention seeking comstantly especially when they bully/harass people and are as thick as ice.
Point is will life get easier as I get older will I be able to look back and laugh? Will all of this riff-raff mentioned go away?