Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I stole something.
I didn't go out and plan to do it, I was queueing up in primark and ready to go into the changing room when the woman asked me how many items i had, i counted 4, she gave me the tag for 4 items. I went into the changing room and realised I had picked up 5. That's when I decided to do it.
It was a tank top, worth £2. I left the changing room after removing the tag from that top and wearing it underneath the top i already had on. I bought a skirt at the till.
After leaving the shop, i felt such a thrill, i didn't get caught. It was only something small but I got such a rush from it.
I don't want to be a criminal, i know this is so self destructive of me... i just don't feel that guilty about it! Why not!! Am i turning into a monster? I've never done anything like this in my life, what's changed?
How do i resist temptations if it ever happens again? Now that i've done it and realised i didn't set off the store alarms, i'm afraid i might do it again...
Help.