Dear you,
I'm still singing songs about you and I hate it so much. I'm trying to think of what you'd tell me to do but I can't figure it out. I mean I know I should ignore it and work on myself and wait till I'm ready, but what if you're not? What if you're happy with someone else like you always are? Why is it so easy for you, you make everything seem easy even when I know you're criticising your every breath. Maybe this whole thing is just another romantic concoction that my lonely little brain has made up again, something to play around with so I ignore the real issues. I just want to talk to you and tell you everything. It's never been the same since I blocked you the first time. And I mean the first time, when I had enough and made you think I didn't need you in my life. But I always have and you don't know that and I wish you did. I'm sorry I miss you so much even as a friend it's never been the same with anyone else I can just slip into myself more and more when you're there. I hate you I love you is about you not him it was never him and I'm sorry you had to listen to me vent about him when your heart was hurting and I'm sorry I love you and I hope you're okay I hope things are going okay for you okay I'm sorry bye.