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    Dear you,

    Imagine if you knew, what I knew 😮

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    I dont know why I wrote that long letter just to have you burn it. I should've just never bothered. You should've burnt the last stupid piece as well, you clearly have no remorse or even 1% of guilt for what you did to me. I am disappointed. Pure poured my heart out for you to just burn it like it was nothing. Disappointed and as usual typically expected.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    Dear you

    I'm posting on anonymous, but you'll know it's me.

    Today I received your stuff back, read your letter and couldn't make it past the first page, my mind became blocked by everything and 8 months of our time lay in my hands. Your tear drops on the page, the smell of your perfume on that letter and at last your lipstick mark at the end of the page made it unbearable for me to keep. I couldn't. I'm sorry. I'm not strong enough for that as much as I'll pretend I am. I had to burn it, it was an irrational move out of hurt but I realised at the end that I was burning my final memory of you, and managed to keep a small part of the letter, which just so happened to be your lipstick mark and some writing. I'll hang onto that, I'll hang onto your princess ring too, I've put it in a silver box and hidden it in my parents room so no one will ever find it. Hopefully I'll come across it again, maybe when I'm older and moving house. I've given your bangle to my sister, because it's no use giving it to any other woman. Waffles will never taste the same, train rides won't ever be as exciting and I'll be mourning for the long distance car rides and trips to the beach I never let us have. This has become too long and I'm in two minds about posting it, but I'm going to do so anyway.
    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I dont know why I wrote that long letter just to have you burn it. I should've just never bothered. You should've burnt the last stupid piece as well, you clearly have no remorse or even 1% of guilt for what you did to me. I am disappointed. Pure poured my heart out for you to just burn it like it was nothing. Disappointed and as usual typically expected.
    Well damn. Lipstick and all.
    • #91
    #91

    Just bin the ring, lol, bin everything, won't be very hard for you to do so considering how you disregarded and burnt my feelings away. Mourning? Mourning for what, shouldn't you be celebrating? Since you wanted this? You make yourself out to be this innocent victim when YOU left me, then go ahead and broadcast to the world that you have someone else and embarrass me? You keep writing these dear you paragraphs calling me your soldier, warrior, princess etc, I don't need to know this anymore. You're loving me now, but when I asked you to love me, you never did. I wanted to hear all that when I was with you, but sadly during the last few months you stopped appreciating me and just took me for granted. When we were together the best I got out of you was you joking about calling me a side hoe, which unfortunately turned out to be a reality. I can't believe I even wrote that dumb letter, part of me knew I was just going to get hurt in the end (again) and I wish I followed my instinct and never wrote anything. Don't hang onto a single thing of mine. I wish I could burn you away from my life as you burnt me away. I am literally the most pathetic girl in the world right now, for thinking maybe one day you'll actually put your ego aside, message me and answer my questions as to why you did this to me. But sadly I can see that you've moved on and it was easy for you as it was burning that letter. I am so pathetic.
    • #179
    #179

    Dear y'all,

    If only you could feel what i feel, i wonder if you'd still be alive. Or is it just me?
    If only i had words to describe how i feel.
    If only i knew how to feel better.
    If only you could read my mind when you ask me 'do you wanna talk?'
    If only you understood that when i say i'm okay, i say it because i can't answer your 'whats wrong?' question.
    If only you could stop asking me 'what's wrong now??' as if there is only one problem. As if a problem can get solved. As if problems dont accumulate. As if i ever felt good. Like 'ooh you were fine a minute ago, what's wrong now?'...nothing (well everything). Just can't bottle it up 24/7.
    If only you knew the difference between 'getting through' and 'getting used to it'.
    If only you knew i'm never really okay.
    If only anyone could do something to make me feel okay. Just a lil okay.
    If only it was possible to heal me...
    If only you never ignored me.
    If only you didn't take this personally.
    If only i knew my purpose.
    If only i knew my future when i was a foetus.
    If only my mum had never given birth to me.

    If only i made any sense to anyone, typing this.
    If only i knew how to make proper sentences.
    If you knew that every mistake was done on purpose.
    If only you understood why i made those words bold.
    If only you knew why i wrote this.
    If only i knew what 'if only' meant...

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    If only you didn't think of me what you just did a second ago. But you did.
    • #129
    #129

    Dear exams,
    I wish I could freeze time right now and unfreeze time after when I've revised enough to not be crying myself to sleep each night in order to sleep.
    Pls f off,
    Yours sincerely
    Me


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    Dear you,
    I hope I like you more than I already do once we meet
    Lots of love from
    Me



    Dear Mum,
    I can't take back what I did but I'm really sorry.
    Tbf it was completely rational but oh well.
    Ly lots
    Me

    Dear brother,
    looooooool I lysm you're such a legend :rofl:
    I can't wait to play all the lego games after exams :love:
    also you HAVE to get me to exercise in the summer. I've been overeating way too much due to stress, please make me do sports, thanks.
    Ly <3
    Me

    Dear sister,
    :grouphugs: :console: :cube:
    I really don't intend to offend you but you take everything so personally
    Honestly wish you the best of luck, ik u will do well but you don't believe in yourself at all.
    Bit like me tbh
    What a role model, eh?
    Best of luck for GCSEs,
    Me

    Dear Me,
    Go to bed u nooooooooooooooob
    I hate you so much lol
    Me
    • #212
    #212

    Dear you

    I can only do so much, no matter what I'll do its only going to hurt you more, that's just the person I am. Hopefully you see now that you dodged a bullet and a disaster of a boyfriend, but I'll still hold on to the pieces and memories of you I have left, and I don't care if you like it or not.
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    • #120
    #120

    Dear You,

    I am disappointed.

    I am disappointed in myself and I wish I had done what happened ages ago. I hate fake people but there was a clear reason as to why I had to be in that situation.

    I still think what you did was relatively overboard and it's strange because you've never done that in the past but this is a different situation.

    I hope you got it because it is the most important thing that anyone will say to you.

    I am disappointed. But it's happened and that's that.

    From me
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    Dear Emerald,
    Don't lose hope, your health has gone so much better so don't be taking advantage of that and buying millions of nuggets. Look after yourself, my lil beautiful and stunning emerald. There is no emerald like you in this world. You are the no.uno emerald. Don't be like other gems, ruby and sapphire ain't got nutting on u. Cause you're amazing, just

    The way


    You are.


    Emerald xx
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    (Original post by emerald7770)
    Dear Emerald,
    Don't lose hope, your health has gone so much better so don't be taking advantage of that and buying millions of nuggets. Look after yourself, my lil beautiful and stunning emerald. There is no emerald like you in this world. You are the no.uno emerald. Don't be like other gems, ruby and sapphire ain't got nutting on u. Cause you're amazing, just

    The way


    You are.


    Emerald xx
    Cos you're amzing just the way you are...

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    Dear me,

    In the past, you were amazing just the way you were.

    In the present, you are amazing just the way your are.

    In the future, you'll be amazing just the way you will be.

    You were amazing.
    You are amazing.
    You will be amzing.



    Dear sister,

    You are amazing. Perfect to me. Stay strong my sweetie :love:

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    (Original post by My Moon <3)
    Cos you're amzing just the way you are...

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    I know, thank you <3
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    (Original post by emerald7770)
    I know, thank you <3
    Was just repeating what you said btw

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    (Original post by My Moon <3)
    Was just repeating what you said btw

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    Thanks XX
    • #91
    #91

    Dear you,

    I wonder how you even sleep so soundly at night. Here I am, my mind occupied with so much pain and so many questions from what you did to me when I wish so badly I stopped thinking of you. You took everything away from me, even the little sleep I was having... You took that too.
    • #148
    #148

    Dear you,

    I don't know what to say. Part of me doesn't care, the other part of me does. For many months you led me on, made me believe there was something there, and it wasn't just me who thought this. But you didn't seem to think about my feelings, but the chase, the thrill and the thought of someone wanting you. Now things have ended abruptly, I've had time to think.

    Perhaps I haven't been the best of all people but it is fair to say, you're nothing like what I expected. I didn't think you could be like this, but I was wrong. Even when I moved on, you had to stop me, you wanted the control and manipulation. I'm sorry I wasn't her, I'm sorry, but there was no need to drag me in **** and pretend to be my friend. You didn't need to be jealous of me, or even make me jealous.

    I'm so glad things are over, I've moved on but you clearly haven't.

    Love me.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    Dear you,

    I don't know what to say. Part of me doesn't care, the other part of me does. For many months you led me on, made me believe there was something there, and it wasn't just me who thought this. But you didn't seem to think about my feelings, but the chase, the thrill and the thought of someone wanting you. Now things have ended abruptly, I've had time to think.

    Perhaps I haven't been the best of all people but it is fair to say, you're nothing like what I expected. I didn't think you could be like this, but I was wrong. Even when I moved on, you had to stop me, you wanted the control and manipulation. I'm sorry I wasn't her, I'm sorry, but there was no need to drag me in s*** and pretend to be my friend. You didn't need to be jealous of me, or even make me jealous.

    I'm so glad things are over, I've moved on but you clearly haven't.

    Love me.
    Don't know who you are but stay strong Xx
    • #120
    #120

    Dear you,

    I really dislike that you feel like you're the victim here. Feeing like I was manipulative, I was being controlling, all the other stuff you said - that doesn't sound like me or anything I did - just the things that you did. I haven't changed since whenever and neither have my actions; however, whilst you never changed the actions that you did and what you showed to people did. Maybe you forgot that I can suss out people very well just by listening, and from this the only frustrating thing is that someone who I cared about is fooled by you, and you've really done a number here and come out on top.

    I hope you're happy because you certainly didn't want me to be, because this was all part of your manipulation of others, which continues as you drag other people in and dig up things to make other people angry or think bad of me - just like you did to someone I cared about because honestly, you were bitter, you were jealous and that was pathetic. If you can't be happy, then you certainly won't let any of your friends be, and you're not going to let me be but I'm not interested. It'd be great if you left me alone but it's not looking promising at the moment after a lot of stuff going on and being a hate preacher behind my back.

    It's scary that you've built things up so much in your head and you think x y z and convinced yourself that they are true, but it looks like half the things you say aren't even remotely true. There's only one victim here and it's not you - there's only one person being very, very petulant and it's not me.

    I'm not one for throwing shade or keeping things up (I haven't retaliated and I'm not interested) so I'm not going to post here anymore, especially when someone knows who I am and won't let me have private thoughts.

    Before you blame other people around you though, just remember that the one thing in common with all of your arguments and falling outs is you.

    You shouldn't have come back because your life is not going to get better if you do. No one's will until they are gone.
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    Y'all should come off anon cus this drama is some saucy stuff :cookie:
 
 
 
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