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    Dear you,

    Words can't describe how excited I am to see you, and how excited I am for our 'big date'. It's really helping me see the end of this tedious vacation through. It will be nice to finally do something posh rather than fried chicken out if starvation after some amateur theatre.

    But I'm afraid, I'm scared that in falling into the same trap as I did before. You're different and I feel different towards you. For the first time in my life, I want to give someone my all but I'm scared that I'll be carrying over scars from the last guy. The scars are actually still visible

    I don't know, I pray. I pray that we become something beautiful and everlasting, and that no matter what happens between us, we never lose the feeling that drew us together in thw first place

    Love

    Me
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    Dear you,

    I didn't think this would happen, and I never thought I'd say this, but I miss you.
    I miss the you of before January. Before all this happened. Before we jeopardised everything and came out worse.
    I miss our friendship, I miss always being comfortable with you, I miss waking up to your random messages after not having spoken to you for only a couple of days.

    If I knew that what we tried for would break us, I'd turn back time just to keep us the way we were.
    If I knew we'd be destroyed, I'd never have agreed.

    From the girl who's losing her friends and can't believe she lost you too.
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    Dear you
    Bad idea
    Don't
    Not more
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    get a grip of urself

    love mariam
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    Dear you,

    Are you ignoring my messages? :curious:
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    Who needs friends when you've got your own thoughts keeping you company?
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    Dear you,

    I love you.

    Love from
    Me.
    Xxxxxx
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    Dear you,
    I hate that I miss you.
    It's eating me up inside

    Me
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    Dear you
    I do not understand what your problem is.
    Is it that I am apparently reserved? Or is it that you are jealous for some odd reason? Or is it that I knew about him when no one else did, and I didn't tell anyone, everything could have been prevented? Or is it that outwardly it looks as though I haven't been through enough? Or is it that you just hate me, some people's souls hate each other?
    You have SO MUCH going for you. You have so many people at your side. You have your friends, your family, your teachers and the community. You are pretty, you are clever, you have sense, you know how to live alone, you haven't financial difficulties, you have.. and the list goes on...
    Never, sis never have I claimed to be perfect. In any way or form. So what is this problem against me? Maybe I need to give it up altogether. I cook and clean after you, I do all your chores, I MUST obey and do as you say or you'll make a BIG FAT fuss out of it, and ofc no one can say anything to you. So I just get told hmmm. Every little thing, you cannot let go. Idk what this life is, but let it go, and we both can have some semblence of peace.
    WHY ME?! I AM BEYOND SICK OF IT. I AM SO F*CKING TIRED OF IT. I LEGIT GIVE UP NOW. I GIVE UP WITH YOU. TOTALLY. HOW LONG DO I HOLD MY PATIENCE FOR? YOU CANNOT GET MORE TEARS OUT OF ME, I AM ALREADY ON MY WAY TO BLINDNESS.

    FOR YOU IS YOUR WAY, FOR ME IS MINE. DO AS YOU PLEASE, SIS FOR THIS LIFE DOESN'T LAST FOR EVER. ONE DAY I WILL HAVE PEACE.

    Please stop this hate thing against me.
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    Dear you
    Every time you make me upset, I pray for you. I hope it cancels out any bud-duaa that come from my heart.
    Loves.
    Me
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    Dear pains
    Stop. Please.
    Kindly go away
    Thanks
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    Dear you,

    Why can't you ever just leave me alone?

    Me.
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    Dear me
    Come on, seriously? Don't be stupid
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    Dear all of you,

    I'm sorry you had to go through the painful process of trying to befriend me before finding out how unbearable I am.
    For future reference, I'll warn everyone who comes along.
    If you could be so kind as to tell me what I did wrong, it would make the lives of a lot of people much easier with regards to me.

    Thanks, and sorry again

    Me
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    Dear people I've talked to on here
    So I guess I owe you all an apology
    I really am sorry, forgives?
    It was a pleasure talking
    And I wish I still could
    But yh
    Especially those who made it to being one of my faves on tsr
    I won't message you but if you message, maybe I might reply.
    Sorry I just stopped talking/messaging. Sorry I let you hear my nonsense. Sorry I hurt you somehow or upset you. Sorry for not being helpful enough. Sorry for putting you through my moods. Sorry for the sometimes one word replies. Sorry if you heard my suicidal thoughts. Sorry if I took so long to open up. Sorry for not opening up until you did. Sorry for not replying again. Sorry for all the things and more.
    Hope you all have a really super dooper amazing life. Thank you for your help, consideration, hope, kindness, effort, all the talks that kept me going. Everything. I owe you so much which I can never repay.
    I'll always keep you all in mind, my prayers are with you, whether you like this bit or not lol
    I hope life gives you the best. I'll miss talking, well I do miss talking.
    :grouphugs:
    Love me xx
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    (Original post by starfab)
    Dear people I've talked to on here
    So I guess I owe you all an apology
    I really am sorry, forgives?
    It was a pleasure talking
    And I wish I still could
    But yh
    Especially those who made it to being one of my faves on tsr
    I won't message you but if you message, maybe I might reply.
    Sorry I just stopped talking/messaging. Sorry I let you hear my nonsense. Sorry I hurt you somehow or upset you. Sorry for not being helpful enough. Sorry for putting you through my moods. Sorry for the sometimes one word replies. Sorry if you heard my suicidal thoughts. Sorry if I took so long to open up. Sorry for not opening up until you did. Sorry for not replying again. Sorry for all the things and more.
    Hope you all have a really super dooper amazing life. Thank you for your help, consideration, hope, kindness, effort, all the talks that kept me going. Everything. I owe you so much which I can never repay.
    I'll always keep you all in mind, my prayers are with you, whether you like this bit or not lol
    I hope life gives you the best. I'll miss talking, well I do miss talking.
    :grouphugs:
    Love me xx
    You're leaving? :cry2:
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    (Original post by qasim_96)
    You're leaving? :cry2:
    Nope. I am beyond that point of making posts about leaving...and then not.
    I'm around, going nowhere yet but I did just stop speaking to nearly everyone for my own selfish reasons rather than anything else. Need to apologise and thank them for everything, I guess.
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    (Original post by starfab)
    Nope. I am beyond that point of making posts about leaving...and then not.
    I'm around, going nowhere yet but I did just stop speaking to nearly everyone for my own selfish reasons rather than anything else. Need to apologise and thank them for everything, I guess.
    No need to apologise. Take your time. If you feel that you need some time away or alone then feel free to do so. you don't need to justify your reasons for doing so. Do what you feel is right for you
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    (Original post by qasim_96)
    No need to apologise. Take your time. If you feel that you need some time away or alone then feel free to do so. you don't need to justify your reasons for doing so. Do what you feel is right for you
    Lol trust me there's a need to apologise. It's not just some time alone, mate don't think I'm going to message them unless they NEED help or want an ear to rant to.
    I am not justifying, just apologising for wasting their time when we did talk. I haven't given my reasons why I don't want to talk, because they are selfish. Yh I am thanks Qasim bhai.
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    (Original post by starfab)
    Lol trust me there's a need to apologise. It's not just some time alone, mate don't think I'm going to message them unless they NEED help or want an ear to rant to.
    I am not justifying, just apologising for wasting their time when we did talk. I haven't given my reasons why I don't want to talk, because they are selfish. Yh I am thanks Qasim bhai.
    I hope they accept your apology :hugs:
 
 
 
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