Dear me,
Yesterday, you lost hope,
Then you lost your period,
Then you lost your bones,
Then you lost your kidney
Today, you're losing your heart
Tomorrow, you'll lose your life
It all started when you lost hope you see,
and hope can only be if you're beloved.
Everyone will carry on with their lives,
You wonder and wonder if they'll notice,
You start to cut contact with everyone slowly... slowly,
So that they would not notice
But then you realise:
You were only ever a burden
You were only ever the odd one out
You were only ever the one trampled on...
You never had a place to begin with,
So there won't be an empty place when you've left.
They won't even notice.
Tears roll down your face, then you ask yourself, why isn't it tomorrow yet?