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    (Original post by Katarvi)
    I was being genuine, this thread has made me laugh far too much. :yep:
    Well, that's what I'm here for! If you need a laugh, just ask me to confess!
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    (Original post by fandom-queen)
    Nope, I'm a prude. Happy? Is that what you wanted to hear?
    ..like In general? Or just with regards to this?
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    (Original post by heineken)
    ..like In general? Or just with regards to this?
    In regards to this.
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    (Original post by fandom-queen)
    I just......I mustered up enough courage and confessed by email. I would've done it in person, but there was absolutely NO chance that I could've met him, as he just left school for uni recently.

    I actually told him that I used to like him, and am now awaiting his reply. Thing is, he's not the type to be exceptionally emotional and he likes to have a laugh, so can someone read my email and tell me if it's okay? I don't want to stop being friends and be extremely awkward with him.

    I'm really concerned he'll be mean about it, because, I'm not drop-dead gorgeous or anything, I feel like I'm beneath his league. I know it's irrational, but it's a nagging thought.

    Here's the mail:I do believe I owe you an advanced apology at how awkward and weird (AND INCREDIBLY DEFENSIVE) this email might be, but bear with me here, this is just something I HAVE to do.
    Now, you may or may not know this, but I kinda…..did……like you….PAST TENSE, THAT'S IN PAST TENSE.
    Now, IN MY DEFENSE, I didn’t want to, but I did. And I hate myself for it. And you’d BETTER appreciate how much courage and ability to embarrass myself in front of other people it takes to do this. It took me MONTHS of deliberating and asking myself “ are you REALLY ready to make a fool of yourself?”
    Guess we know what the answer to THAT question was https://mail.google.com/mail/e/1f611

    In all seriousness though, I’m not the kind of person who deals well with suspense or just living with ‘what-ifs’, thus, I take stupid decisions like this, and convince myself that SOMEDAY, in the very distant future, I can laugh about it, and would have a pretty cool anecdote about it. I needed to tell you this to clear my conscience and just GET.OVER.IT.
    Okay, so I’m just putting this info out there, you can do WHATEVER THE HELL you want with it, hate me, burn voodoo dolls of me, I don’t care, but I had to do it, because, seriously, I’m someone who reads the last page of a book before starting it. I can’t NOT know.

    If you never read this email, well, then, I hope YEARS later when you're cleaning your inbox, you read this and feel guilty about it.

    If you ARE reading this and laughing at me, then, I take it all back, you can burn in hell, just…….just burn.

    If you are reading this, and don’t know how to reply, thank goodness. Because even if you did, I’d be too busy BURYING myself to see it.

    All in all, just KNOW, that I’m not expecting anything, this is just me trying to get over everything and just focusing on my work. Else, I’d probably keep wondering. And I’m already a big daydreamer as it is, so this would NOT help.
    But I wholeheartedly wish you best of luck for the future (Since it's entrance coaching, you need ithttps://mail.google.com/mail/e/1f61b ), and there are no hard feelings. In fact, I feel sort of relieved, as odd as that might sound.

    So goodbye, good riddance, I AM SO DONE.
    Best wishes and all that stuff,

    (My name)

    P.S: If this, by any chance, spreads, you know you’re dead, right? Yeah, you’re dead.
    Ugh, way too much emotional overdose. I disgust myself.
    *SIGH* I'm regretting this already. Temporary insanity, that's all it is. Good lord, this message is long......
    X--END--X
    Thats so great and courgeous of you! did he reply back to you?
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    (Original post by fandom-queen)
    In regards to this.
    Nope, you have irked me.
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    (Original post by KaurNav)
    Thats so great and courgeous of you! did he reply back to you?
    Yes he did. Just a few hours ago, he told me that he likes me, still!
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    (Original post by fandom-queen)
    Yes he did. Just a few hours ago, he told me that he likes me, still!
    wow!! that's so amazing. i bet you feel so muc better now,
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    you have courage to send this
 
 
 
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