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    I don't know. I feel like my life is messed up.

    Sometimes I feel angry, for no reasons, and have really horrible and violent thoughts. But then afterwards, I regret for whatever I thought. I feel guilty. Also, I don't really know myself, I am slightly confused and I feel lonely when others are not around. However if they are around, I always find them annoying and irritating for no reasons.

    I don't know what to do, I don't want my parents to know. I hold strong possession to my friends, or my rooms. I become aggressive when I feel like someone touch my things without my permission. I have unstable relationships because of this reason, my classmates and my friends sometimes ask me to leave some spaces and I feel incredibly painful when I hear that. Even though other thinks that the sentence is absolutely normal, I still find most of the things my friends and parents say quite painful and depressed. However I don't really care about those that I don't know.

    I am confused. Sometimes I am energetic for no reasons, and is desired for horrible things. When I am at the High Stage, I find myself strongly attracted to blood, fight and knives. But then when I am low, I just want to be asleep forever. Sometimes, because my friend does not like me being in the High Stage, I have to control myself, and shut down the mode. Which makes me incredibly tired and bored afterwards.

    I really do need help, I don't know am I totally normal? I wanted to go to GP but then I was applying for school. My parents kept telling me how they spend their whole life on my education, and I was worried if the medication history would bring me down. Also, I don't know what should I tell the GP even if I actually go there.

    Please help me.
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    I don't know. I feel like my life is messed up.

    Sometimes I feel angry, for no reasons, and have really horrible and violent thoughts. But then afterwards, I regret for whatever I thought. I feel guilty. Also, I don't really know myself, I am slightly confused and I feel lonely when others are not around. However if they are around, I always find them annoying and irritating for no reasons.

    I don't know what to do, I don't want my parents to know. I hold strong possession to my friends, or my rooms. I become aggressive when I feel like someone touch my things without my permission. I have unstable relationships because of this reason, my classmates and my friends sometimes ask me to leave some spaces and I feel incredibly painful when I hear that. Even though other thinks that the sentence is absolutely normal, I still find most of the things my friends and parents say quite painful and depressed. However I don't really care about those that I don't know.

    I am confused. Sometimes I am energetic for no reasons, and is desired for horrible things. When I am at the High Stage, I find myself strongly attracted to blood, fight and knives. But then when I am low, I just want to be asleep forever. Sometimes, because my friend does not like me being in the High Stage, I have to control myself, and shut down the mode. Which makes me incredibly tired and bored afterwards.

    I really do need help, I don't know am I totally normal? I wanted to go to GP but then I was applying for school. My parents kept telling me how they spend their whole life on my education, and I was worried if the medication history would bring me down. Also, I don't know what should I tell the GP even if I actually go there.

    Please help me.
    Medication history won't bring you down as it's confidential, i put this before i even say hello just to emphasise how important that bit is!

    Now, hello!

    I have never been in your situation so i cannot imagine for what it is like, and as a result i'm going to offer the most useful bit of advice that i can! That advice being GO and see a GP as soon as possible, as feelings of extreme highs and extreme lows are not normal if they consistently change over a process of a few days or a few hours, and it is best to go to the GP to see if they have a diagnosis or any help they can give you!

    Truthfully, please go and a see a GP, i never did with my mental health condition whilst if i had then i might have got the support i deserved!
 
 
 
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