So I'm a second year and I decided to transfer unis for my second year because of some personal sh*t the year before. I love my new uni and city and honestly glad I moved. I chose to live in halls just cause I thought it would make being new in the city easier also to meet people etc, and it did. I have lovely flatmates and got on super well with them, but after coming back from christmas hols they've been really off with me and I also learnt that they don't want to live with me next year. I have no idea what I did, and when I asked they just dodged the topic!
I actually went out with them quite a bit and I am fairly sociable, but I need to take my work more seriously this term and also the dynamics have changed a lot so I've been avoiding going out, but even being in the kitchen with them, which used to be so comfortable is now horrible and awkward. We're still civil which I'm grateful for but I just don't feel like they see me as a friend anymore and I've become more conscious about how awkward and anxious I am.
I've always been anxious and I was like this last year (worse even) but this year I prefer where I live and generally more confident. But now I'm closing myself up again and I'm depressed again and have no idea what to do/too scared to talk to a counselor, help???!
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