Okay so we're not friends anymore but when I was in year 8 I realised I really liked my best friend.. I never told them as I didn't want to ruin the friendship because I knew it would be awkward because of my sexual preference.. But then they had to move away to another part of the country and it was just horrible. We didn't speak on their last day because I don't think either of us wanted to say goodbye but I was contemplating whether or not to tell them (but I didn't) I really regret not saying goodbye now.. But since they left I actually realised that I fell in love with them.. I can't stop thinking about them, I often have dreams that we met up again and that we were 'together'.. But I have no way of keeping in touch with them because they deleted their social networking accounts..
I just don't know what to do because it's been 2 years 3 months 7 days since they left (wow that sounds creepy... lol) I suppose I only remember that because of how much I liked them.. But I haven't spoken to them since then... I don't know what to do about it? Do I move on? It's difficult though.. Do I try and get in touch with them? If I manage to get in touch with them, do I tell them how I feel? I don't know lol
Tons of places at all these high-ranking unis