Not really sure what I'm missing. I've had things that I strategically aimed to accomplish every six months are so. Ive feel like I've come to a point where I've got everything I need to live on my own lavishly (my definition differs from yours) for the next 10 years.
So basically a levels, preferred uni, preferred job. I'm there. I got what I think I struggled all my academic years.
I don't know I suddenly feel like I don't have a purpose. There is nothing to look around to accomplish. No accomplishments making noise or keeping me up at night.
Sometime I wish I specialised in astronomy instead of what I specialised in. At least space was vast... . Idk i crave a lot about the past ever since I realised I'm finicially secured for the next few years....
Do they actually matter?