I think I'm having an identity crisis. I'm not sure what I want or who I am
I do not fit any stereotype.
I got 11A*s and A*A*A at A2 and have a place at medical school. I'm starting in September.
On the contrast, I've also slept with 7 people (I'm 19) and party extremely hard. I've always had boys I'm speaking too and I don't "look" like a hardworking person- I'm lucky to be skinny and pretty and so the attention I have got from boys I have lapped up and caused all sorts of situations and drama and done so much stupid immature stuff which has affected me extremely emotionally and I've been depressed as a result of being the centre of gossip and rumours and had all sorts of things said about me. But for some reason I just keep getting with people.
I'm so confused about myself and what I want. Who am I. How can I be a medic and as much of a reckless idiot as I am aswell ?
Are unis responsible for your grades?