this sounds so true. it sounds like you are my boyfriend. im speechless. i never meant to hurt my boyfriend. being so in love with him, made me go off the rails. i know i shouldn't have cheated on him. with this other guy, it was something...i dont know. being so in love i didnt want to lose him yet this othe guy gave me someone to talk to. it was a release. a bit of fun. being such a flirty person, i didnt mean to. with him going to uni, its hurting me. i found someone to talk to, to have a laugh with. it got out of hand. and i never wanted to hurt him. i dont want to lose him. he means the world to me.
sorry but by reading this, you might start to understand how it feels to be a girlfriend who has cheated on her boyfriend and who is going to university without her.