I've had an awful first year at uni. My immune system has been so low, that literally I've caught everything that's been going around. And now on the last leg of it - my last exam is this Friday, I've been unable to perform and have missed so many exams because I've been literally too sick to sit them. I've been to the doctors, and I've had medical notes, but it doesn't stop me being worried sick (literally in this case) that I'm not going to pass the year. It's incredibly unfair, and I feel the need to rant. A lot.
Basically, a couple of weeks before exams I had really quite bad flu, (which I first thought was hay fever, spent a bunch on piritin which only made me drowsy) and I think my immune system must have been at an all time low, because I have a completely debilitating mix of an ear infection and a stomach bug - that has been going for two whole weeks now. I went for a blood test yesterday to see if there is an underlying problem to do with blood sugar or my thyroid, but I won't get that result for a week, and I'd doubt it would show anything. I would have said that I was getting better, but halfway through writing this I had to run to the bathroom. I'm going to the doctors again tomorrow, but I'm just so stressed out. I mean, I have to try and revise for exams, get the energy to go to exams, as well as being ill and trying to get myself better, and covering all the administration involved with being ill during exams. It is just too much. I don't know if I even care whether I pass this year or not - I don't want to fail but I just can't wait to get home so I can get better.
Has anyone ever been in a similar position and got through it? How the **** did you manage?