So basically, I promised my friend I won't get too drunk on him and go crazy on him then the other night, drank too much.. And told him I really liked him as more as a friend.. "/ I told him I would never leave him and for him to not push me away and allow me to be there for him.. (Personal issues, he thinks he needs to be on his own) I would never push him into a relationship. I asked him if he liked me, he said at first only likes me as a friend... I asked him again and I am sure he said he does like me more as a friend... I know he likes me.. Just little things he does sometimes, it's not what friends do...
Since then though. He won't speak to me "/, I remember me hitting the door in his and his mates face though.. Which is probably why "/..
I understand he probably will never speak to me again or doesn't want to know me.. So how do I get over it..? I'm on the verge of loosing my job as well as other things and yeah.. Now I feel so alone, even though it's my fault.. "/
But we haven't even met!