I feel envious of my older sister who is 19 as she is talented in playing the piano(we both had piano lessons but i gave up) and naturally excels in school. Most of her GCSE grades were A's and a few B's however, i could not outsmart her. I find school hard and don't like the fact that she hardly puts the work in what she does but passes with flying colours because of her natural ability. She claims she works harder than me but i odn't see her do much, even round the house, she does not clean up but stays on her bed 24/7 and expects stuff to be done for her like its nothing.
I feel like more grown up than her because i clean up despite she is 1 year older than me.
I feel worthless because i have a learning difficulty and feel like i have not been gifted with any talent, i literally feel good for nothing.
I don't know what to do and can't stop feeling this way, parents would sometimes compare us and i don't find it fair
Is it true that no matter how hard working you are, you will never outsmart the talented and naturally gifted because they have been blessed to excel at what they do?
I don't know what to do and this has ALWAYS been bothering for as long as i can remember.
I really don't tknow what to do.
Any advice that will ACTUALLY help me?