so basically, I can't get over this girl, I love her so much, but we stopped being friends a while ago, I offered to take her and her friend out and I was going to do it then one day she said to just go away and to leave her alone, I've tried explaining that I want to be friends with her again as I miss her, but I haven't gotten a reply yet, I feel very sad and depressed all the time as it is, and I often get drunk or take something to help with this. I literally cannot motivate myself to work anymore and I'm worried I'm going to fail my A2's this year as I'm not motivated, just sad all the time and I can't get over this girl I was friends with, about 2 months she's known how I feel about her and I cannot stop loving her. My subject teacher for the subject I wanted to do at uni has left, and now I have some idiot that can't mark papers/teach so I really don't know what to do.
I find it very difficult to concentrate as well.
With teachers leaving, you just gotta take matters into your own hand more and perhaps ask the other subject teacher in your school to help? And have you tried to talk to her again recently be it on social media or irl? Has she not said anything or replied?
Do you have anyone you can speak to about how you're feeling? Friends or family? You definitely shouldn't be trying to use alcohol to 'help' you especially if you're still at school!! So I'd strongly advise you to stay away from drinking and remember that while this is painful just now, you'll definitely get over it, you may need to speak to a professional about how you're feeling but regardless you need to tell your family and friends about your situation so they can help you through it. Also, as much as your mh is important, you're not doing yourself any favours by not revising, you'll regret it. Good luck
Do you have any classes with her? maybe try and interact with her as maybe she isnt sure that you like her and wants to be sure? why did she stop being your friend?
I crush'ed someone, they showed signs back but were too religious to take it to the next level (not religious enough to not talk to me lol and flirt) so I got myself another gf and after that I didn't even think of her much