Ok so I know that its my fault, I didn't ask her to stay in contact, but I was afraid of rejection and wimped out. At college we were close, I always made her laugh and she made me smile. She was the only girl I knew who told me to believe in myself. We would have long conversations on the bus and she even once said that if I got a job, she and our friends would come and stalk me. Yesterday was the end of our course and after we hugged, I didn't say anything and just left. She was my only reason I attended college.
I want to feel as though I will see her again and not feel like its final, but how?