This discussion is now closed.
Check out other Related discussions
- I am an economics undergraduate Kent student - Ask Me Anything!
- Is anyone else not interested in freshers/partying?
- Ask a current Edge Hill University student!
- Best accommodation for first year engineering student at Sheffield
- Kallisto's Saturday Question: Immortality
- What uni should I choose (physics)
- schizophrenia?
- Any other good/free programs like Sutton trust or UNIQ
- Mum not letting me move out for uni
- Help!! I think I made the wrong uni choice
- Sheffield accomodation 2020 - best halls in Endcliffe ???
- Best/ Worst Accommodation in Sheffield?
- Nightlife in uni
- How to slowly stop being close friends with my best friend?
- 1st/2nd year of uni & what need to know for uni
- pls help answer.
- Medicine 2024 - Help me Choose between Exeter A100, Bristol A100 or Southampton A101
- Moving away, should I feel scared?
- Masters in biomedical engineering (conversion) at Keele or Queen Mary??
- Exeter vs KCL HELP
Living life on the edge: Me and my crazy life
Scroll to see replies
Original post by Spock's Socks
I was thinking of starting my own blog about my struggles with OCD, BDD, panic disorder and agoraphobia but everyone already knows my story through the MHSS 
------
Good read btw!
------
Good read btw!
You should absolutely start a blog!
You can raise awareness for these conditions to allow people (like me) to know more about them all!
____
Thanks!
Original post by RedRosesBloom
Wow, this is great! It is well written and very inspirational. I'm keen on reading your next blog. Great work! 
Why thankyou!!!
I really appreciate your comment!!!
I hope you enjoy the next post!!!
Original post by FireFreezer77
You should absolutely start a blog!
You can raise awareness for these conditions to allow people (like me) to know more about them all!
____
Thanks!
You can raise awareness for these conditions to allow people (like me) to know more about them all!
____
Thanks!
That's me made a blog! Feel free to check it out
Posted from TSR Mobile
Doesn't let me rep the post 
@Leviathan1741 so sorry you went through such a tough experience! Hope things are better for you now and the bullying has stopped <3
@Leviathan1741 so sorry you went through such a tough experience! Hope things are better for you now and the bullying has stopped <3
Original post by AthiaKarim
Doesn't let me rep the post
@Leviathan1741 so sorry you went through such a tough experience! Hope things are better for you now and the bullying has stopped <3
@Leviathan1741 so sorry you went through such a tough experience! Hope things are better for you now and the bullying has stopped <3
Hi AthiaKarim, thank you! The bullying has stopped now, I'm feeling much better these days
Original post by Leviathan1741
Hi AthiaKarim, thank you! The bullying has stopped now, I'm feeling much better these days
Aww you're welcome! I'm really happy to hear that! Bullies are awful sad people! I'm glad you're away from people like that :*
Hi guys, this is only a very quick post so i wont tag anyone!
My next full post will be out sometime over the weekend (if not then Monday).
Things havent beem great recently. Ive been feeling really down because of the bullying and my OCD has been playing up aswell. Now the bullying is still continuing and there some events today which made me want to blow their ****ing heads off! Sounds extreme i know but its how i feel about them!
My intrisive thoughts are improving but my cleaning/contamination issue is going in the wrong direction!
Im washing more now and im feeling more anxioue about doing certain things again. This is not what i want to happen right now! But im feeling really down today (and the previous week in fact).
So theres a little update on the present times!
As always thanks for reading and any questions you have, im willing to answer!
Thankyou.
My next full post will be out sometime over the weekend (if not then Monday).
Things havent beem great recently. Ive been feeling really down because of the bullying and my OCD has been playing up aswell. Now the bullying is still continuing and there some events today which made me want to blow their ****ing heads off! Sounds extreme i know but its how i feel about them!
My intrisive thoughts are improving but my cleaning/contamination issue is going in the wrong direction!
Im washing more now and im feeling more anxioue about doing certain things again. This is not what i want to happen right now! But im feeling really down today (and the previous week in fact).
So theres a little update on the present times!
As always thanks for reading and any questions you have, im willing to answer!
Thankyou.
Original post by FireFreezer77
Hi guys, this is only a very quick post so i wont tag anyone!
My next full post will be out sometime over the weekend (if not then Monday).
Things havent beem great recently. Ive been feeling really down because of the bullying and my OCD has been playing up aswell. Now the bullying is still continuing and there some events today which made me want to blow their ****ing heads off! Sounds extreme i know but its how i feel about them!
My intrisive thoughts are improving but my cleaning/contamination issue is going in the wrong direction!
Im washing more now and im feeling more anxioue about doing certain things again. This is not what i want to happen right now! But im feeling really down today (and the previous week in fact).
So theres a little update on the present times!
As always thanks for reading and any questions you have, im willing to answer!
Thankyou.
My next full post will be out sometime over the weekend (if not then Monday).
Things havent beem great recently. Ive been feeling really down because of the bullying and my OCD has been playing up aswell. Now the bullying is still continuing and there some events today which made me want to blow their ****ing heads off! Sounds extreme i know but its how i feel about them!
My intrisive thoughts are improving but my cleaning/contamination issue is going in the wrong direction!
Im washing more now and im feeling more anxioue about doing certain things again. This is not what i want to happen right now! But im feeling really down today (and the previous week in fact).
So theres a little update on the present times!
As always thanks for reading and any questions you have, im willing to answer!
Thankyou.
hang in there, bullies are stupid! dont let them get to you!!
stay strong x <3
Original post by AthiaKarim
hang in there, bullies are stupid! dont let them get to you!!
stay strong x <3
stay strong x <3
I'm doing my best
Theyre really stupid indeed!!
Its super hard! Its just continuous!!
Thanks x <3
Original post by FireFreezer77
I'm doing my best
Theyre really stupid indeed!!
Its super hard! Its just continuous!!
Thanks x <3
Theyre really stupid indeed!!
Its super hard! Its just continuous!!
Thanks x <3
they are, you have such a bright future ahead, keep working heard and keep your eye on whats important!!
Original post by AthiaKarim
they are, you have such a bright future ahead, keep working heard and keep your eye on whats important!!
Indeed!
Imma do my best from what is left to do and hopefully get a good grade from it all!
I will do. Thanks!!
This is a really good blog, and I seriously admire you for opening up. D'you think you could add me to the mention list?
Original post by TheOtherSide.
This is a really good blog, and I seriously admire you for opening up. D'you think you could add me to the mention list?
Thankyou!
I'm glad you like it!Thanks again! I'm glad I've been able to do so thanks to the amazing people on here!
I can certainly add you to the mention list!
Spoiler
Hey Everyone.
As you may have seen i am taking a break from tsr. Ive got some fairly major issues in my life currently and i desperately need to get them sorted out. So im going away for a bit to fix myself and then ill be back (90% sure i will be anyway).I just want to say thankyou to everyone for being amazing and i really hope i can speak to you all again soon when i return!
Now this post is a continuation of my previous bullying post i made a couple weeks ago.
Bullying Part 2: How the hell did it even escalate to this!
Now previously i wrote about some of the experiences ive had with the bullying. Unfortunately, theres more to add so here we go!
One of the first days when this all started, we had just finished a lesson and were now on lunch break. So i walked out the classroom with everyone else as usual and they stopped. I stopped too (confused as to what was going on). They all then stared at me for a few seconds and pegged it away from me! I chose not to run after them (1. I didnt really like them that much anyway and 2. It was bucketing down with rain outside).Now this was a Thursday and parking in the college on a Thursday is next to impossible. At the time i was getting there an hour before we started just so i could get a space. They didnt and had to park a mile up the road. So i went straight to my car and drove round to the exit. Guess who i found there, then leaving. Yes, it was them. I had to wait a little to get out of the college so they had walked a bit further up the road. When i finally got out, i floored it, beeped my horn at them in anger and gesticulated at them all too!I was really incredibly angry!
Now more recently there have been some new events! A couple weeks ago, within 5 minutes of entering the classroom i had been called: Thick, Blind was nearly punched! The reason for being punched (nearly), i was looking out of the damn window and someone thought i was looking at them. They then got super agressive, raised their fist and the teacher walked in so he backed off. The teacher didnt do a bloody thing! Theyre all useless!Now last Thursday (this week) i had a door slammed in my face and they wouldnt let me in the classroom. They then got bored and let me in. I just swore at them. The worst bit, the teacher was in there already and didnt utter a single word!
This has really gotten me down recently and ive been having periods where i felt really down. During these periods ive not wanted to do anything and have felt like i dont belong in this world. So im leaving to fix that seeing as its becoming more common! People leave me nice compliments on here and i just reject them! This is because of these down periods! So once ive sorted that out, guess wholl be back on here, annoying everyone again? Yes its me!!
Now a little on my OCD too.
My issues have been getting worse again. Im hopefully going to start seeing a psychologist as the two therapists ive had havent really helped tbh. My thoughts have stabalized for now but my contamination issue has decided to start revealling its ugly self again! Im now having to wash more in order to feel normal and im more anxious about doing things because i know what will happen to me. It really sucks and im getting tearful about it so i need to sort it out!But im just wanting it to **** off and never return!!
In my off time i may post an update to the blog just to let you know how im getting on (but only if youre interested in that, please let me know)
Anyway, thankyou so much to everyone on here and i really appreciate all youve done for me!In the meantime, stay safe and keep being yourselves!
Farewell for now!
Im gonna miss you all
As you may have seen i am taking a break from tsr. Ive got some fairly major issues in my life currently and i desperately need to get them sorted out. So im going away for a bit to fix myself and then ill be back (90% sure i will be anyway).I just want to say thankyou to everyone for being amazing and i really hope i can speak to you all again soon when i return!
Now this post is a continuation of my previous bullying post i made a couple weeks ago.
Bullying Part 2: How the hell did it even escalate to this!
Now previously i wrote about some of the experiences ive had with the bullying. Unfortunately, theres more to add so here we go!
One of the first days when this all started, we had just finished a lesson and were now on lunch break. So i walked out the classroom with everyone else as usual and they stopped. I stopped too (confused as to what was going on). They all then stared at me for a few seconds and pegged it away from me! I chose not to run after them (1. I didnt really like them that much anyway and 2. It was bucketing down with rain outside).Now this was a Thursday and parking in the college on a Thursday is next to impossible. At the time i was getting there an hour before we started just so i could get a space. They didnt and had to park a mile up the road. So i went straight to my car and drove round to the exit. Guess who i found there, then leaving. Yes, it was them. I had to wait a little to get out of the college so they had walked a bit further up the road. When i finally got out, i floored it, beeped my horn at them in anger and gesticulated at them all too!I was really incredibly angry!
Now more recently there have been some new events! A couple weeks ago, within 5 minutes of entering the classroom i had been called: Thick, Blind was nearly punched! The reason for being punched (nearly), i was looking out of the damn window and someone thought i was looking at them. They then got super agressive, raised their fist and the teacher walked in so he backed off. The teacher didnt do a bloody thing! Theyre all useless!Now last Thursday (this week) i had a door slammed in my face and they wouldnt let me in the classroom. They then got bored and let me in. I just swore at them. The worst bit, the teacher was in there already and didnt utter a single word!
This has really gotten me down recently and ive been having periods where i felt really down. During these periods ive not wanted to do anything and have felt like i dont belong in this world. So im leaving to fix that seeing as its becoming more common! People leave me nice compliments on here and i just reject them! This is because of these down periods! So once ive sorted that out, guess wholl be back on here, annoying everyone again? Yes its me!!
Now a little on my OCD too.
My issues have been getting worse again. Im hopefully going to start seeing a psychologist as the two therapists ive had havent really helped tbh. My thoughts have stabalized for now but my contamination issue has decided to start revealling its ugly self again! Im now having to wash more in order to feel normal and im more anxious about doing things because i know what will happen to me. It really sucks and im getting tearful about it so i need to sort it out!But im just wanting it to **** off and never return!!
In my off time i may post an update to the blog just to let you know how im getting on (but only if youre interested in that, please let me know)
Anyway, thankyou so much to everyone on here and i really appreciate all youve done for me!In the meantime, stay safe and keep being yourselves!
Farewell for now!
Im gonna miss you all
Spoiler
(edited 7 years ago)
I really hope you manage to sort everything out!
Hiiiiii @FireFreezer77 I hope you are able to sort everything out, and that you do return to tsr! Best of luck with everything and hopefully see you soon! 
Living life on the edge - Quite Literally
Hey guys, as some of you know I've been on a break from TSR to figure myself out and fix some issues I have!
Now when I left, I had a lot (and I mean a lot) of issues! However, in the short time that I've been away I've managed to work on some things and have become extremely happy! I've improved a lot!
And I want to say a massive shoutout to @Leviathan1741 & @AthiaKarim for being awesome and helping me through this!!!!
I know some of you have wanted a post where I update everyone on how I'm getting on!
So here it is!
The day when I left TSR I had hit rock bottom. I was feeling really down and just wanted to go to sleep and never wake up again. So I very quickly decided that I was leaving here forever and went about what I had to do.I found I hard to leave because there are so many amazing people on here (I've missed you all). But it's been the right decision! I've figured out some things that were wrong and I've fixed them!
My confidence has risen massively, I'm no longer having any down periods (I experienced my last one on the night I left), I'm talking more (in person) and I'm just feeling really happy at the moment!I'm getting on really well and am looking to make a return to TSR very soon. I know I've not been gone long so I doubt anyone actually missed me but I'm excited to be returning soon. I'm probably gonna return fully at the end of the month as I'm still not 100% yet. But we'll see what happens. I'm gonna post on some threads occasionally too so you may see me around.
That's all for now.
I just wanted to say that I'm getting on really well and I'm looking forward to returning in the near future!
All the best FF77
Thanks for the comments after my last post guys!
I do appreciate the comments!!!!
Hey guys, as some of you know I've been on a break from TSR to figure myself out and fix some issues I have!
Now when I left, I had a lot (and I mean a lot) of issues! However, in the short time that I've been away I've managed to work on some things and have become extremely happy! I've improved a lot!
And I want to say a massive shoutout to @Leviathan1741 & @AthiaKarim for being awesome and helping me through this!!!!
I know some of you have wanted a post where I update everyone on how I'm getting on!
So here it is!
The day when I left TSR I had hit rock bottom. I was feeling really down and just wanted to go to sleep and never wake up again. So I very quickly decided that I was leaving here forever and went about what I had to do.I found I hard to leave because there are so many amazing people on here (I've missed you all). But it's been the right decision! I've figured out some things that were wrong and I've fixed them!
My confidence has risen massively, I'm no longer having any down periods (I experienced my last one on the night I left), I'm talking more (in person) and I'm just feeling really happy at the moment!I'm getting on really well and am looking to make a return to TSR very soon. I know I've not been gone long so I doubt anyone actually missed me but I'm excited to be returning soon. I'm probably gonna return fully at the end of the month as I'm still not 100% yet. But we'll see what happens. I'm gonna post on some threads occasionally too so you may see me around.
That's all for now.
I just wanted to say that I'm getting on really well and I'm looking forward to returning in the near future!
All the best FF77
Thanks for the comments after my last post guys!
I do appreciate the comments!!!!
Spoiler
(edited 7 years ago)
Original post by FireFreezer77
x
You underestimate me - I replied to your VM on my own wall
I experienced something similar during my time away from TSR, seemed like there was more hours in the day, I was able to schedule my time, I didn't feel as pathetic, I gained more confidence and just did a lot of living instead of existing
TSR is a great site but y'all addicts make it a nightmare smh. I recommend 3 weeks off for anyone with 7 gems and above
Since it's exam season and most of yall have exams now would be a good timeeee....
Related discussions
- I am an economics undergraduate Kent student - Ask Me Anything!
- Is anyone else not interested in freshers/partying?
- Ask a current Edge Hill University student!
- Best accommodation for first year engineering student at Sheffield
- Kallisto's Saturday Question: Immortality
- What uni should I choose (physics)
- schizophrenia?
- Any other good/free programs like Sutton trust or UNIQ
- Mum not letting me move out for uni
- Help!! I think I made the wrong uni choice
- Sheffield accomodation 2020 - best halls in Endcliffe ???
- Best/ Worst Accommodation in Sheffield?
- Nightlife in uni
- How to slowly stop being close friends with my best friend?
- 1st/2nd year of uni & what need to know for uni
- pls help answer.
- Medicine 2024 - Help me Choose between Exeter A100, Bristol A100 or Southampton A101
- Moving away, should I feel scared?
- Masters in biomedical engineering (conversion) at Keele or Queen Mary??
- Exeter vs KCL HELP
Latest
Posted 2 minutes ago
Tenancy transfer en-suite Stratford One London start June for Summer.Last reply 3 minutes ago
Official London School of Economics and Political Science 2024 Applicant ThreadLast reply 3 minutes ago
Official University of St Andrews Applicant Thread for 2024Last reply 3 minutes ago
Official University of York Offer Holders Thread for 2024 entryLast reply 6 minutes ago
Government Social Research - Research Officer Scheme 2024Last reply 7 minutes ago
Official: University of Bristol A100 2024 Entry ApplicantsLast reply 10 minutes ago
Official UCL Offer Holders Thread for 2024 entryPosted 11 minutes ago
Does anyone have summarized notes of UK politics, US politics and Political ideas?Last reply 12 minutes ago
November 2023 Illegal Migration Intake Unit - Intake Response Team - Immigration OffiLast reply 12 minutes ago
Official LSE Offer Holders Thread for 2024 entryLast reply 13 minutes ago
emmanuella's study discussions #2: taking breaksLast reply 14 minutes ago
BAE systems degree apprenticeships September 2024Last reply 16 minutes ago
Official: University of Cardiff A100 2024 Entry ApplicantsLast reply 17 minutes ago
Economics and Economic History 2024 ThreadLast reply 19 minutes ago
Accenture Degree Apprenticeship 2024Last reply 19 minutes ago
Official University of Edinburgh Applicant Thread for 2024Trending
Last reply 3 days ago
COMPETITION - Post a photo you’ve taken of nature [urban edition]Trending
Last reply 3 days ago
COMPETITION - Post a photo you’ve taken of nature [urban edition]
