Recently I was made redundant so took some time out to finish off my course and build up my fitness. I have not claimed any benefits during this time and will be contacting the employment agencies in the next few days. I would like to go out with my friends this weekend and know my crush will be there. My crush does not know about my employment situation and I am concerned if he asks how work is going he may judge me. I feel if I don't go I am letting life pass me by. Should I go or not?
...or just paranoid?