I understand why you don't like the idea that everything came about by chance, but it's the only explanation that works. If there is a God that designed everything, who designed the designer? If you suggest that he just came into existance or has always been, then that is an even bigger logical problem. As Dr Richard Dawkins so eloquently explains in '
The God Delusion' the improbability of a designer complex enough to design the universe is even greater than the universe happening by chance. It's been a while since I read his great book, but if I remember correctly he likens to process of gradual evolution to climbing a mountain. I assume you, like any religious person with some intelligence, believe in evolution but just think it's driven by some sort of god? If you don't actually believe in evolution, then, well... hmm. You're simply wrong. I can 100% justify evolution in all ways and I would love to persuade you that evolution is a fact.
Speaking of '
The God Delusion' by Dawkins, I would actually
really, really, REALLY like to have a conversation with any theist who has read and understood the book, and still believes in some sort of god.
I would also like to say that I look around and see all of the absolutely terrible designs in nature. Here is a perfect example:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cO1a1Ek-HD0&ab_channel=Laeskig"
how can we explain the sheer beauty of the world if there is no God" One word. Evolution. Also, the world is a horrific place.
Yes, I do think that when we die that's it.
This concept of life being a test is very odd to me. If God is an omnipotent being, then I assume he knows everything. If he does indeed know everything, why does he need to test us? The point of a test is to find out something you don't know about someone.