I love my younger sister in that way Watch
Okay before anyone will judge me quickly stop and hear me out. I know it's incredible wrong and it makes my stomach crawl but I haven't been brought up with my sister (half), we share the same mum but I went to live with my dad near his job. Since we were younger we would see each other monthly but then it got to once every 3 months. Please understand I've not had a stable family life, I have no other siblings and no friends and I'm incredibly antisocial. My sister is exactly 16 months younger than me (I'm 17 as year) and I hadn't seen her for quite a few months like I really didn't care too much about her until we had a family wedding and I got this empty stomach feeling that I can't describe but I was so attracted to her, she was all idk like womanly? Does that sound stupid and I couldn't believe I was related to her and I'm so ugly - fast forward abit I asked my dad if I could stay at my mums over Easter 2016 and I literally loved it when it was just me and her, we would watch films together, I would help her with her homework and I even met her boyfriend who i am really idk envious of. I feel bad because I know this is wrong like I have really bad urges to just make love to her but I do no I really do this is repulsive. I did asked her to kiss me and she did on the cheek but I felt I wanted more. It hurts me all the time thinking about how much I love her and I know my mum would have a heart attack if she knew, I don't know what to do I can't eat nor sleep I just want to kiss her, have sex and I have come so close to losing control of myself that I don't see my mum anymore. I literally don't know
I don't care about that. My points a little different. Out of all of these replies none of them has mentioned that what you want is INCESTTTTTT YOU HAVE THE SAME BIRTH MOTHER!!! CAME INTO THE WORLD FROM THE SAME PLACE!!!!!
Best thing is to keep this to yourself. Or mention your true feelings to your sister. And move on. Look at other girls for a while and see if your just lacking company.
P.S. I'm harsh but that's because I state the truth bluntly> its part of who I am
Its not love, its infatuation
Its cause you just wanna be with a girl and shes the only one whos given you that opportunity rn
My advice is try to start talking to other girls and distance yourself from her until you regain control,,
Best of luck