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    I feel like love doesn't exist not even family love,I feel like since my mum met my step dad she has changed previously she would hug me speak to me and now she is all the time in her bedroom.We never go anywhere which upsets me the most she only goes places with my step dad but the best place I go to is the supermarket I am tired of being at home all the time I find it depressing I would like to go on my own but I have anxiety so I find it more comforting to go with someone I don't have any friends to go with or anything like that the rest of my family lives abroad.I am not looking for sympathy or pity but some words of encouragement.

    I feel unable to love because I gave all my love to those around me and received nothing back.In fact my mum wants to replace me with another child I feel.I feel lonely tired of sitting surrounded by four walls I feel like my dreams are being murdered on by one.I would like to go out i don't care where it is whether it is a walk or something else.I just feel overwhelmed for the last couple of months I feel like my anxiety is getting worst I don't know what to do anymore.
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    I feel like love doesn't exist not even family love,I feel like since my mum met my step dad she has changed previously she would hug me speak to me and now she is all the time in her bedroom.We never go anywhere which upsets me the most she only goes places with my step dad but the best place I go to is the supermarket I am tired of being at home all the time I find it depressing I would like to go on my own but I have anxiety so I find it more comforting to go with someone I don't have any friends to go with or anything like that the rest of my family lives abroad.I am not looking for sympathy or pity but some words of encouragement.

    I feel unable to love because I gave all my love to those around me and received nothing back.In fact my mum wants to replace me with another child I feel.I feel lonely tired of sitting surrounded by four walls I feel like my dreams are being murdered on by one.I would like to go out i don't care where it is whether it is a walk or something else.I just feel overwhelmed for the last couple of months I feel like my anxiety is getting worst I don't know what to do anymore.
    err dude, dont mean to be Captain Obvious, but just talk to your mum lol

    I mean nothing is going to change unless you talk to her right
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    Take responsibility for your own life.

    It's no own else's fault that you dont have a lot of friends or that you spend most of your time at home doing nothing. I'm not saying its your own fault either, but don't go around blaming your mother or accusing your mother of trying to 'replace' you by wanting another child (seriously wtf?).

    Everyone has their own life to live, no one else's life revolves around you. I know the truth can be harsh but I think you need a wake up call not sugar coated 'words of encouragement.' Get up and take a walk outside. Go to the park. Introduce yourself to people, make friends. Expand your social circle and take responsibility for your own well being. No one is murdering your hopes and dreams but yourself.
 
 
 
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