I've just come home from work and I feel really awful and I really want my mum, but she's at a party and she said don't wait up for her cos she'll be gone past midnight
I feel so bad because I am so ashamed of myself for being such a terrible person. All the bad things about me massively outweigh the few good things and ... and... I am really wishing I were not conscious at the moment My insides feel like they are crying. I feel very weak. I want my mum. I want Chris. I want to disappear for good because I am so tired of being me, I am so exhausted of being this repulsive person. My hands are shaking as I type this.
I want to be loved but I am unlovable because of who I am.
Re: How are you feeling right now? MKII watch
- Thread Starter
- 29-05-2016 00:32
- 30-05-2016 19:17
All of what you said is not true. At least it is fairly unlikely to be true. I doubt the bad things outweigh the good, that you're terrible/repulsive. And there would only be a few people I'd call unloveable. Try to stop believing those things.
I feel gooooood. \procrastinating, woo hoo