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    For some years now I've been feeling really bad about myself. But not like in the constant depression way, like sometimes i feel great like I'm the best thing ever but that's always temporary. I feel worthless and stupid like I have no one who actually loves me. I feel envious of everyone as everyone just seems to have a better life than me and have actual connections with people. I just want to escape and start a new life. I always freak out at night because of nightmares I get and I just don't know why I was born. Every time I feel good about myself something happens that reminds me that I'm miserable, worthless and ugly. I wish I was born as anyone else or just not all. I keep thinking that my life was for nothing, and I will be easily forgotten. I keeping just hoping things would change. I don't know why I feel like this as people aren't mean to me, I do have friends and I do well in school, but I just feel like everyone hates me. Please help. I don't know what to do and I don't have anyone I can talk to, and even if I did I'm to ashamed and embarrassed.

    I am not a professional, so don't take my words as final. However, it seems as though you may have bi-polar disorder where your moods and feelings dramatically change for no particular reason. I struggle with depression and anxiety, but I don't think that you deal with that. But, you may have mild depression and low self esteem. I strongly suggest that you go to a counsellor/doctor and discuss how you are feeling. Hopefully, they can give you help/advice and diagnose a mental health condition if needs be. I'm sorry that I couldn't be of more help, but I honestly think that you should go and see a professional about this.
    You can always send me a private message and talk to me about anything, I am here to help I struggle with mental health also, so I completely understand how confused you feel. I hope things do get better try and see a professional, maybe even talk to your parents about this? Only if you feel comfortable doing so, remember that I am always here
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