I don't think alcohol has ever really suited me... I'm sure it's the same for many people but it takes me ages to recover from a night out and I feel like crap for a few days after a night out. More importantly, my brother passed away over one year ago and ever since his death, no matter how good a night I've had, whenever I get home I just think about him and cry myself to sleep, like literally sobbing. I know I hide my pain a lot but it's not as if I can mope around all the time so I guess that's when my suppressed emotions come out. It's been happening for over a year now though and I feel like it could be a big indicator that I should give up alcohol or at least getting plastered/ going on nights out. Has anyone else experienced something similar?
And actually passed?