Then i rub one out and i dont care anymore...in fact i sort of feel glad that i can then do what i want without being rude to a sexual partner.
Is this normal?
I suppose i care before rubbin it out because im not getting something i want, but then once ive rubbed out i dont have that drive for a while so dont care.
I think my sexuality solution, especially in light of my limited options through disability and unemployment, should just be to not be a prude and rub one out morning and night, or asap when i get those thoughts of sexual inadequacy
And actually passed?