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    I have schizophrenia and autism, and tbings have been bad recently. I am highly intelligent (not by cambridge standards perhaps but dux of my high school before having to leave uni), was good looking and am still quite good looking in spite of weight gain, and used to be popular before tbe sickness set in at about 13, then i became a loser...this perhaps makes my current situation harder to stomach. Stuck at home with bitter parents at 24 with no friends and no partner on a boring community admin job.

    I wouldve been an alpha male and this is what i grew up expecting before the sickness set in. It's just frustrating on so many levels. The attractive women of the sort i thought id marry, are now patronising me as my occupational therapist etc. It's awful.

    Anyway my meds were cut recently and im getting irritable with my workmates and bosses though i try not to show it. I havent been there in a while because i cant stand it. Ive had the job 4 months and hate it.

    I drink too much and cant seem to quit drinking.

    Im moving to a flat where social workers will come to see me 3 times a week.

    My mum thinks my outlook is very bleak.

    I feel angry a lot of the time. Earlier tonight i sent a petty, nasty facebook message "anonymously" to a guy who used to bully me in high school. I regret it now.

    Also, in my sexual frustration i have watched porn. A s far as i know it's never been underage porn or anything obviously wrong. But now im getting random popups on my phone saying ive visited illegal porn and i better follow their simple steps or ill be turned in to the police...wtf. it has me panicking.
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    Hang in there,mental illness has blighted my life too, but there's light at the end of the long, dark, tunnel.
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    (Original post by fermat1324)
    I have schizophrenia and autism, and tbings have been bad recently. I am highly intelligent (not by cambridge standards perhaps but dux of my high school before having to leave uni), was good looking and am still quite good looking in spite of weight gain, and used to be popular before tbe sickness set in at about 13, then i became a loser...this perhaps makes my current situation harder to stomach. Stuck at home with bitter parents at 24 with no friends and no partner on a boring community admin job.

    I wouldve been an alpha male and this is what i grew up expecting before the sickness set in. It's just frustrating on so many levels. The attractive women of the sort i thought id marry, are now patronising me as my occupational therapist etc. It's awful.

    Anyway my meds were cut recently and im getting irritable with my workmates and bosses though i try not to show it. I havent been there in a while because i cant stand it. Ive had the job 4 months and hate it.

    I drink too much and cant seem to quit drinking.

    Im moving to a flat where social workers will come to see me 3 times a week.

    My mum thinks my outlook is very bleak.

    I feel angry a lot of the time. Earlier tonight i sent a petty, nasty facebook message "anonymously" to a guy who used to bully me in high school. I regret it now.

    Also, in my sexual frustration i have watched porn. A s far as i know it's never been underage porn or anything obviously wrong. But now im getting random popups on my phone saying ive visited illegal porn and i better follow their simple steps or ill be turned in to the police...wtf. it has me panicking.
    Stay strong OP!

    Also in terms of the porn popups, everyones been there. (Poor taste joke, sorry..)

    Just ignore them and close your tabs/internet when it popsup - I've received these before when looking at.... Puppies... And they always eventually go away!
 
 
 
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