Ive got severe mental health problems and mild autism. I was cool in primary school,didnt fit in at high school through my illness while graduating top of my high school but im now struggling at 24 as ive dropped university and work a boring community job in admin, with few friends.
Thing is, i think im stable enough to hold a chat etc now and im still very intelligent and good at guitar and piano etc.
But i just have no self esteem and no relationship prospects
The girls i thought id be dating when i grew up (attractive professionals) wouldnt be interested in me obviously. I thought id be dating them as i was intelligent, had doctors for parents.etc.so naturally assumed id be a professional.
Its so crap going on plenty of fish now as i see a girl im attracted to physically, look slat her profile and as you can expect shes then unavailable to me since shes got loads of mates and a better job and better health than me.
Ive taken to just tryinv to contact the hot girls who arent up to much in life in the hopes that theyll give me cpmpany and sex ... but i doubt even theyd be interested, and furthermore id probs not have that much in common with them other than looking ok and not being up to much
What should I do?