I would like some advice ... I had my 18th birthday three years ago in a hall with 130 people. I was suffering from crippling social anxiety, an eating disorder and depression at the time. Unfortunately, the experience worsened my anxiety and I became angry that I was forced to have this party. Since then, I have fully recovered from my eating disorder and my depression is under control, whilst I have gradually overcome my social anxiety.
My 21st is approaching and I would like to celebrate with all my family and friends properly, where I can fully enjoy being in the moment.
It is over the top to have two massive celebratory parties in the space of 3 years?
And actually passed?